My own Story......

My name is Alston, i am still a student from Kuala Lumpur,and just graduated SPM in 2006, and my result is not very bad, that is why i can get by some college, and after i i choose the college that i like, then i had start and continue my study by course of IT. after i started the course in sem 1, i am very happy to know many friends at there, espacially for 3 girls, and 1 of them also make me to fall in love for her, and another 2 girls also be my very good friends, for another, is just my friends, but they are also very take care of me, some time will playing with very happy with me, until our sem 2, i am not very happy in the first, because the girl that i am fall in love is wanna to change to another college, i am very sad for that time, actually maybe she know that i am already fall in love for her, because she has ask me something before she leave, that the question is, "if she leave this college, what feel will i have?", and for the first, i dont know the point of her, but when i go home and think probably about the question, and next time, she ask me again the same question again, and i just can say, that "i will respect for her decided" and after that, she is really leave of the school, but the happy thing is, she still will contect with me until now. after that, my sem 2 is really started and for the second day, i has know 1 more new friend, he is study in same course with me, actually he is my junior, but because of the school problem, we will waiting for the our 1 sem junior and started the next sem with them, for that, i has introduce my 2 good girls friends for him, and for that, we are always playing together, we are very happy, and i and that boy try to plan for our future, that we will graduate this diploma course then we will try to flight to Australia for continue our Degree, i am really very happy for that, because maybe we are really can be a good friend. but a few month later, his real attitude is appear, that is really really a big difference with the since i know him until now, he is become a bad emotion, and i also not very dare to go near by him. but in one time, i am in bad mode, i am silence by myself, i dont want to show everyone beside me,but because of that, i has become a schold by 1 of my good girl friend, she try to tell me my fault from since she know me until now, for that, i try to recognize my fault when i am at home, i really know my fault before, and i try to change myself, but maybe in that time, that boy is already have some missunderstand for me, althought we are still in happy until the next 2 week, we are really argue again, but for this time, i am realise that this time is not my fault, and i also know that if i am still admit that this is my fault, our arguement will never stop, so i has decided to chat with him, but unfortunately, our peace talk is separate, that is because of he always use the very dirty word for me, and make me certainly feel mad and just schold him in 1 time, just a 1 time, he is hit the table and go away, althought i am calm down already, but when he is walk away, he is still shot me many of the dirty word, i am feel so sad, because i know, i realise that this time maybe is our last time for talking, but the more make me feel sad is, that my 2 good girl friends is belive that boy saying, that all of that is my fault, and treat me in frigidity, i am really very sad, i never thought that they will treat me like that. but for now, i has realise something, that is, all of the thing that i done, is not to show for another, but is for me and my love mum, so i also dont want to do anything more, just let it go, if they still want to be my friend, i will, but if they is feel comford if they are hate me, i have nothing to say, and i just can say "that is ok, never mind". this is my real story within 2007 december until 2008 january, i write it here is nothing meaning, i just want to share some feel with all of you, and for the last, i have to tell everyone, best friend is very good for us, hope everyone that read this can appriciate your best friend...(actually i got a best friend already when i am still in secondary school, his name is sou yong hong)^_^

thank for the reading
regard by alston choong